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When was the last time you had a good cry? I had no idea I needed one today…
It’s not that I intended to have a good cry… but my body needed one after all of the chaos that’s been going on in my life since last Monday.
Last week, Monday, I wasn’t feeling great. Stuffy head. Santa Ana winds blowing. Awful. So, I did what any allergy person would do — blow it out in the shower! So I did. After that, my nose started to feel tingly and numb. WHAT?
Monday afternoon it spread to more places of my face.
Wednesday, even more.
Thursday morning, I couldn’t feel my contact go in my eye. This is a serious problem. I kept asking MMCRacing if I had “blown out a nerve” or something insane like that.
I call my Dentist (I have two temp crowns in) to see if this could be related to his work. Nope.
I call the Primary Care doctor. She can’t get me in until sometime on Friday. I asked to speak to a nurse, not just make an appointment. That call was stressful, until the appointment taker FINALLY listened to me and said that I should talk to a nurse. No kidding. Nurse talked to doctor. Doctor said go to Urgent Care. By the sounds of the symptoms, I was going to need a Head CT and / or MRI.
(enter my Thankful post last week)
Husband and I locate an urgent care. Turns out to be the best there is in our area. =)
CT is ordered.
CT is clear. No head trauma. No tumors. No stroke. Wahoo!!! I’m fine! Well, fine, but my face is numb.
Diagnosis: Numbness. I get Rx’d antivirals and steroids. I’m not a fan, but I’ll take them.
I follow up with my Primary care on Monday. Same diagnosis. She answered all of my questions and concerns. I felt better walking out of there, but still, numb face. Ahhh!!!
The doctor had said 6-8 weeks for full recovery. I am not saying I am recovered, but I am saying that I think I am feeling better.
Today, I was getting a permanent crown put in, and I have a nervous breakdown, right there in the chair. Ahhh!!!!! I get them to finally stop working so I can calm down. It takes forever. Was feels like forever at least. That is a looonger stroy.
So… here I am… Thankful Thursday again. I am beginning to feel some more of my face!!
I am thankful for all of the love, care, and kindness MMC Racing has given me. He loves me, and I know it, but the overwhelming amount of concern and calmness is amazing. Damn I got the best guy on the planet!
I am thankful for Western Medicine that could prove there was no major trauma in my head.
I am thankful for the friends and family that have been talking me through calmness and ideas for meditation and yoga.
I’m not sure if I’ll be able to keep my Thankful Thursday schedule as I am spending less time online and more time finding my Zen. Hang with me while I recover.
Let me know what you’re thankful for. Let me know how you meditate. Let me know how you find your center. I need some inspiration. =)
Some days I just don’t feel great. Today (it’s not really today anymore…) happens to be one of those days. My tummy is upset and I am hot though the air conditioning is running. Just weird stuff.
Who comes up to me and lays across my belly on the couch? Miss Annie!! My little grrl always seems to know when I need some healing puppy snuggles.
My snugglebutt really knows when I need a little puppy love. She is what I think is the epitome of therapy dog.
Thanks, Little Miss Annie for snuggling me and making me feel better.
My friends and followers,
A dear friend over at Cyclists 4A Cause is having a rough time right now. We all go through rough waters. You stuck with me while I was struggling, now stick with him. =) He helped me to navigate mine, and I hope we can help him navigate his.
Will you please send your well wishes, good vibes, love, and peace to him? Please post comments on this post or on the page linked above.
Thank you, everyone,
Oh my friends… you have no idea how much I love 36 hour weeks.
I have one of those weeks this week. I need the short week.
Sorry for the short thankful post. You can see by the length of my post I am super busy and barely have time to even be outwardly thankful.
I’ll do my best to make more time for you and being thankful, soon!
I had the most amazing day.
It started with Toastmasters. I was the Toastmaster, I was a little goofier than I should have been. We were short on participants, but it didn’t stop us from having a grand time today and filling all the functionary rolls.
Next on the agenda was a Landscape walk for our community. It is the one thing I can still participate in (occasionally), within the community, now that I work full time outside the home. It was a crap shoot as a majority didn’t show for the meeting, but I had a wonderful time catching up with my friend E. We caught up on life, significant others, pets, etc. Was a wonderful time to reconnect with him and also talk about a few problem areas.
This was immediately followed by lunch with an old fart of a friend, T. T and I haven’t seen each other in what feels like forever. It’s probably been a couple months. I am so glad I could make time to meet him for lunch at our favorite place. The Studio Diner. If you haven’t had the Crabcake Benny — you must try it! Mmmm!!! He’s fond of the Cajun Salmon Caesar Salad. We bullshitted and learned what each other had been working on since our last meal. All went well, though it did have to come to and end. There was a line of people waiting and we couldn’t order more food because we were stuffed from the initial order. So we went our separate ways.
On to checking in with my stylist at HS Salon where I get my hairs did. I told her what was working for me and what I needed the next time I came in for my hair cut. I wiggled my hair fountain at B and she laughed. “Only you.”
I take that as a fine compliment! I also did my due diligence by dropping off a few doTERRA catalogs and business cards while I was there. Might as well try to make a buck, right?
Then the text I had been waiting for came in! JW was ready to go SHOPPING! Wahoo!! This is a special treat as JW and I don’t get to actually spend time together a lot even though we see each other every work day. The new DSW just opened in town and we made ourselves a date to go! I had all my coupons and freebies printed and ready to go. And go we did! I came out with three pairs of work shoes. She came out with one work and one play. We both got a free bag / tote and we both earned points and saved money! Wahoo! Yep. We came. We saw. We conquered! Who wants to do it again next weekend?
The evening will be spent with my bestest friends of all. MMC Racing and our little snugglebutt. We’ll enjoy a meal together, catch up on the day, snuggle and watch a little TV.
Perfect Day With Friends.
The husband and I do one charitable event a year. We walk in the San Diego Heart Walk for the American Heart Association. We walk for our health and to help the AHA spread the word on how to have a healthier heart.
I have heart disease on my side. He has stroke on his. We have to take care of these amazing muscles so we don’t fall pray to the same issues our fathers’ had.
Together we walk!
At the time of this writing I have earned $425 in donations. How amazing is that?!?? Together we have raised $725! WOW!!! This is HUGE for us. Last year it was “only” $500.
I am so thankful for my friends and family who have been able to donate. Thank you, my Donators, for your gracious donations and your healthy hearts!! Much Love
I am thankful I make time to read. Sure, sometimes the time I set aside for reading a book I spend on social media, but at least I set time aside to read. =) Right?!
I’m trying to come up with a new schedule for my evenings. How do I get in a work out, reading, cleaning, and relaxing? I have no idea. I have the time in my night, I am sure of it, but can I keep myself on a schedule like that? All I know, is that reading (for pleasure and learning), is a requirement on how I spend time free time.
After 9 hours a day, I’m not one to want to look at a computer screen at night. I will look at my phone or my Kindle Paperwhite, but my laptop… only if I need to do some real research or work on documentation. That means I have book reading time, right?! Right!
- I’m currently reading the PMBOK to aid me in earning my CAPM Certificate.
- I’m also reading Chuck Wendig’s Blackbirds. I’m reading this because of a book review written by The Books of Jobe for the second in the series. Jobe’s review was so interesting, that I had to see what Wendig was writing.
- On top of that, I’m reading The Confidence Code. I read an article written by the same authors then told my boss about it. He thought this was a great book for the leadership on the team, and I’m the guinea pig.
This means, I need to make a lot of time to read!!
What are you reading these days?
I am so very thankful for STAYCATIONS!!
I know, why not go somewhere if you’re taking a week off work? Why do I need a week off when I just started in March?
Shush! Don’t ask… simply enjoy!
Hanging out with the husband and the dog without time constraints or rules; getting a few things done around the house that have been put off since March, and my favorite READING?!?! Wahoo!! Who would pass up a week like that?! No alarm clocks, no appointments, no one to answer to. Heaven on Earth!
So, this week, I am thankful for Staycations and being “late” getting my Thankful Thursday post, posted.
When you get time off, what do you do with it?